"The Belief You Broke"

And you loved interpretations- no definitions, either the black or the white. For every hidden shade your eyes seemed blindfolded.  

What if the black was too harsh to be considered a white ?

What if she yearned for the gray shade?

Was it only "your" color which was to be prioritized by her ?

Why the lows were never shared unlike the highs?

Why her actions, for you, were too hard to be understood?

After much of her efforts,those acts of loving you a way too much to be left nothing within, and realising them go in vain, sprinkled the dark shade of fear in her.

Yes, Fear!

The fear of finding and losing you amongst the extra-ordinary ones.

The fear of you gradually valuing her less.

The fear of not being loved back !

You did it to her.

No, it was her fault too..

She could've sent "heart" "hugs" "loves" on social media more in number instead of investing time in staying up late to talk to you; could've posted "their" photos instead of asking you to share your grieves with her; Had someone else been her priority, she could've made to your first !

She should have valued you that way and not her "off media" way .

Should she regret her belief - "The best moments in life doesn't make it to social media", for the only one she trusted, broke her to pieces, shattered her soul to the extent that she doesn't have faith in love?

Pray that , if not you , someone else comes in her life and makes her believe that "real love exists" and not everything is temporary,  some instances , some people are meant to be for a lifetime !

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A (any) relation can never be proved ''perfect" or "imperfect" , "happy" or "sad" or can not be tagged as you see it based on how many posts someone makes on social media.

Let love have no definition , let it flow in your hearts, and not just in pictures and reel stuffs :)

See beyond imperfections, go deeper the soul, you will feel heaven with your companion.

Make relations with your loved ones worthy, it takes a little but if not valued, can cost a million :)

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May be the post is simple , no fancy words to impress you but that's the thing, sometimes find and feel the comfort in simplicity too.

-Spread Love-

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-Sakshi Shah

 "उसने तो उड़ना सीखा था!"(कविता)

वह कहीं बैठ डाल पर गीत सुनाए,

देख उसके कदम, दिल झूम जाए,

वह हल्की हवा एक आंगन की,

वह मासूम कली अपने वन की।

देश विदेश वह जाती थी,

चुग कर दाना ले आती थी,

एक शाम दावत का हुआ ऐलान,

शिकारी आ गए बन मेहमान।

कोई नहीं था साथ में उसके,

रह गई वह कांटो में घिर के,

क्या बिगाड़ा उसने जो उसका घोंसला तोड़ दिया?

पंख काट, हौसला उसका छीन लिया।

उस पंछी ने तो उड़ना सीखा था,

शायद किस्मत का पन्ना ही फीका था,

बिना उड़े वह फिर भी चलती गई वहां,

उम्मीद थी उसे, मिलेगा इंसाफ जहां।

वह रास्ता तो अनजाना था,

अपना पराया उसने नहीं पहचाना था,

राही भी देख उसे कहीं और मुड़े,

कहां जाए ! इस कश्मकश में कई दिन ढले।

वह चिड़िया एक दिन थक हार गई,

उस में जीने की हिम्मत जब रही नहीं,

वह सुरीली तान जमी पर लड़खड़ा गई,

उसके चहकते महकते बाग में खामोशी छा गई।

"जब जंग थी इंसाफ की,

सिर्फ न्याय की गुहार थी!

मिलनी थी मुजरिम को सज़ा,

फिर क्यों बेगुनाह को मौत मिली?"

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-साक्षी शाह

"The Book" (Poem)

Fascinating the cover,

Glitters all the way along,

Bright is every color,

Seems that nothing is wrong!

Turn the pages and,

Go deep beyond the ink,

A place where you'll land,

May make your heart shrink.

Chapters are short,

Take hours to finish a page,

Think! What made you halt,

The happiness, sadness or rage?

What words hide, is powerful,

Only a few will ever decipher.

While judging her be careful!

When the end is, you'll know never!

With full of fictional vibe,

The moments will feel unreal,

But that's how intense is her life,

Which appears crystal clear.

Inside…the wanderer would read,

And may find nothing sane,

Some may be eager to meet,

The soul filled with pain.

There will be a secret part,

Meant to be felt by reader,

That one ready to know her heart,

Will be her shining armour.

The book is a beautiful way,

On which everyone would sail,

Even if the scribbles faint someday,

Each one would reminisce her tale!

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-Sakshi Shah

Zindagi... (Hindi Poem)

Zindagi, Zara Theher Jaa Tu..

Tere Tham Jaane Ke Intezaar Mein Hu.

Suna Hai, Chaar Din Hi Saath Hai Mere..

Guzarish Hai Tujhse, Waqt Dheema Karde..

Subah Ki Kiran Ko Rakhna Hai Paas,

Dhundna Hai Usme Chhupe Sunehre Raaz..

Woh Dopeher Ki Dhoop Se Bachna Hai,

Teri Hi Chhaav Mein Sukoon Se Baithna Hai.

Jab Ghol De Aasuon Ko Tere Saat Rang,

Phir Shaam Ki Hasi Jeena Hai Apno Ke Sang..

Mausam Jo Saavan Ka Aaye, Bheeg Jaana Hai..

Boondo Se Khel, Har Naav Paar Lagaana Hai!

Dekh Chaand Aur Taaro Ka Raat Mein Yaarana..

Chaandni Mein Chhup Jaata Hai Andhera Saara..

Aisa Hai Jeevan, Kyun Ho Gaya Hai Gum Ab?

Kuch Der Saath Baith Sabhi Gungunayenge Kab?

Padh Kar Kahin Rakhe Honge Paigaam Sabhi..

Intezaar Hai Koi Khat Kisi Ke Liye Aayega Kabhi!

Keh De Sirf Paisa Hi Khushiyon Ki Wajah Nahi Hai,

Unhi Kaagazo Se Sirf Tera Wajood Nahi Hai..

Jinhe Jeene Ko Karta Hai Dil, Asal Nazaare Nahi..

Pukaarti Hu Zindagi Tujhe, Tu Rukti Hi Nahi!

Bhul Har Shikwa, Jeena Phir Samjha De Tu..

Tere Laut Aane Ko Mein Har Pal Tarasti Hu!

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Hope you all liked it :)

-Sakshi Shah.