"The Belief You Broke"

And you loved interpretations- no definitions, either the black or the white. For every hidden shade your eyes seemed blindfolded.  

What if the black was too harsh to be considered a white ?

What if she yearned for the gray shade?

Was it only "your" color which was to be prioritized by her ?

Why the lows were never shared unlike the highs?

Why her actions, for you, were too hard to be understood?

After much of her efforts,those acts of loving you a way too much to be left nothing within, and realising them go in vain, sprinkled the dark shade of fear in her.

Yes, Fear!

The fear of finding and losing you amongst the extra-ordinary ones.

The fear of you gradually valuing her less.

The fear of not being loved back !

You did it to her.

No, it was her fault too..

She could've sent "heart" "hugs" "loves" on social media more in number instead of investing time in staying up late to talk to you; could've posted "their" photos instead of asking you to share your grieves with her; Had someone else been her priority, she could've made to your first !

She should have valued you that way and not her "off media" way .

Should she regret her belief - "The best moments in life doesn't make it to social media", for the only one she trusted, broke her to pieces, shattered her soul to the extent that she doesn't have faith in love?

Pray that , if not you , someone else comes in her life and makes her believe that "real love exists" and not everything is temporary,  some instances , some people are meant to be for a lifetime !

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A (any) relation can never be proved ''perfect" or "imperfect" , "happy" or "sad" or can not be tagged as you see it based on how many posts someone makes on social media.

Let love have no definition , let it flow in your hearts, and not just in pictures and reel stuffs :)

See beyond imperfections, go deeper the soul, you will feel heaven with your companion.

Make relations with your loved ones worthy, it takes a little but if not valued, can cost a million :)

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May be the post is simple , no fancy words to impress you but that's the thing, sometimes find and feel the comfort in simplicity too.

-Spread Love-

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-Sakshi Shah